hate is a strong word. but what if you feel a strong feeling?

what makes a relationship successful?

search me. I guess a good relationship with yourself, maybe?

I'm unhappy. I'M UNHAPPY. There, I said it.

I hate this. I hate everything. Everything is terrible and I'm at the heart of it. I hate myself. I hate myself and hate everyone who likes me because they're stupid.


I want to be unhappy. I get you're having a hard time. I'm here to support you. blah blah. but I'm not allowed to have a hard time because I'm not you?

I don't like you. I don't like you at all. You're not letting me be miserable so I'll be miserable all over you. I want sympathy. I want attention. Are we just in this for the sex?

I don't care who reads this. I don't care who I am. I don't care what I project. I want to drive to the beach but I'm afraid I'll try to kill myself on some stupid canyon road. It's too much of a temptation.

You don't know who I am because I don't know who I am.

I want to leave you because I want to be alone. I want to be by myself. Not because I hate you. Because I do. I hate everything about you right now and I don't care.